some of you are so shallow basing who you want to date purely off looks, you have to consider other qualities about the person too like do they have lots of money, do they drive a nice car etc

"My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
My brother
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.

And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
had overdosed
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not

The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not

My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
almost invisible
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not

So y’all can take your narcissistic
and glamorizing
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.

But you
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.

(via runiqu)

so I was going through my room today and I found this. I had made this when I was in a hospitalization program last year for multiple attempts to commit suicide, self harm, and depression and I felt like I had hit rock bottom. I remember the day I made this. And one of the reasons why I made this was because I was actually listening to the song “Welcome To My Life” by Simple Plan. But anyway, I thought that things wouldn’t get better, I had been in this hospital for 2 months and to be honest I didn’t think I was getting out anytime soon. I left the hospital the week after I drew this.  Now this isn’t  ”sympathy” post. This is a post saying that things do get better. If you have depression, or you self harm, or you are struggling with the way you look… Just know I think all of you are beautiful. Sorry for the long post. But I love you all. And I’m always here for any of you <3 It’s just a bad day…not a bad life.


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